Sixteen

   

            It was 12 am ! One of the most excited days in life ! Sweet sixteen had it's turn in playing with your life. You are not a kid anymore. You've grown up. " Happy Birthday " a message popped ! Sometimes you never forget how things started , really nice and really sweet. You never realise reality then ! "Hey ! Do we know each other? " Untill she realised she was under addiction. This addiction is not simple. You can't easily come out of it. This requires your immense pain and emotions. And sometimes, even after that it is hard. The next thing she does to come out of it is to start searching, "how to get off a heartbreak" . Lol. Her thoughts were that "Ah! Atleast Google understands me ". But babygirl it's just raw code running there with some pre written data. Why don't you get it that when Google, just a precoded program can understand your emotions, why can't humans get it ? Or it's just people whom you choose don't get them ? But it was sure that she learned a lot in life. He firsts and lasts, her happiness and sorrows, endless roaming and endless dreaming. Whenever I think about it, you take me back to sixteen . A daydream which I never wanna get off. Counting down the times we met and the fun we had.  Sometimes we know it will not last long but still the urge to get it always continues. Cause we are always interested in things that make us happy for a smaller period of time. Summing up all the confusion in your mind, sit in a calm place and start thinking! Why do you think about something which is never gonna happen in your life ? Is this for what you've grown up till now? Is this for what you've faced all the chaos in life? Is this for what you fought so hard ? Is this for what you dreamt during sunny days ? Life isn't always simple as you think. Each person you meet, gives you a life lesson. It is upto you to either take it as a life lesson and move on or think about it and cry. Choices are hard. I understand. But you don't have a choice other than choosing between either of them. Develop patience. The patience when you are supposed to be mad but you choose to understand. Make your own recovery the first priority in your life . This was one of them :):